IM BACK!! WOOHOO

Hello not so faithful readers [:
Sorry I haven't posted in a while life has just been way crazy lately.
So this will probably be a pretty long post. Your welcome.
woot so lets begin starting from that night at sparkles that i talked about febuary 16th [:
Logan couldnt go. he was sick :[
So i went with Noelle and Daniel. it was fun, we played skate tag ( i won ) I met up with my friend Jesse and we hung out. I got three hot guys numbers. I saw my old babysitter :] and we talked for a few minutes. Then i had to go home :[ So that wednesday i decided i wanted to go to church, and not just because i wanted to see logan. :] maybe... anywhore, So i went to Noelle's house wednesday afternoon and then there ended up being tornadoes so i spent my night in a hallway covering myself with a pillow, drinking coke, and sitting in a laundry basket. Because im just cool like that. Needless to say, we didnt go to church. That night we were sitting in Noelle's room and she brought up Logan. Here's how it went down:

Noelle: So why did you say no when Logan asked you out?
Me: I know you like him, and i don't want to hurt you by dating him.
Noelle: so you like him?
Me:well..kind of, but I'm not going to do that to you.
Noelle: Oh shutup and go out with him.
Me: but i dont wanna like betray you or whatever.
Noelle: ask him out
Me: ok i'll do it tomorrow
Noelle: *sigh*
so then she grabs her phone and calls someone
Me: who are you calling?
Noelle: -Silence-
Me: Noelle who are you calling?!?
Noelle(on the phone): Hey Logan...You and malia are going out now.
Me: NOELLE I HATE YOU!!
Logan: What?
Noelle: You and Malia are dating
Logan: Seriously?
Noelle: Yeah she was going to ask you out tomorrow but i think thats to long to wait.
Logan: *yelling* OH MY GOD!!
Noelle: lol
Me: he's such a girl
Noelle: Logan ur a girl
Me: SHUT UP!
Logan: let me talk to malia.
*noelle hands me the phone*
Logan: is she serious
Me: yeah...
Logan: sweet.
Me: mmhm

so then we talked for about an hour then he had to go. :/

The next day i talked my dad into letting me stay again so i could go to the movies with Noelle, Her Boyfriend, Logan, bri, and joel! But then Logan got in trouble and he couldnt go then my mom called and said that i had to go home NOW! so i went to the theatre with the group and watched half the movie until my dad finally showed up and i left. We had to go to Kentucky because my gpa wasnt doing so well. So we get there and he's sick. We come home. We go back up, and come home with my mom this time (she had been staying up there this whole time) and then we get a call on wednesday while watching American Idol. My Gpa has taken a turn for the worst. So we go back. He gets better, me and my dad come home (mom stays again) then We go BACK AGAIN! and then we're there for about 4 days and he's gotten really sick now. So most the family is in the hospital room talking to him, even though he couldn't respond we knew he could here us. My mom and My aunt start singing to him, I'm reading in the corner, and then i hear everyone start to cry really hard. I look up to find, he's starting to go. and i mean...GO. Thats when i started crying (I'm actually tearing up just writing this right now) It was so sad to watch. Everyone broke down. The next Day, my sister came to Kentucky (She's in the army and she lives in colorado at the moment.) The viewing was on tuesday. Lots of crying there too. My mom and Aunt were going to order flowers for the occasion, they got balloons intstead [: Then on Wednesday my cousin Jimmy flew out from Washington for the actual funeral. When we got there Leis were being handed out, i had no clue why. It was a beautiful service, filled with tears, music from my grandma (who died when i was like 6) and bean-o. HAHA family joke. Before my gpa died he told them to throw him a party, so we had Leis and balloons. After we had the funeral everyone let a balloon go and we watched them float away into the sky. It was beautiful. Then we all went to go eat at the Country Club (it was my gpa's favorite place to eat.) And i have a wierd family so everyone was laughing and everyone was happy. We threw a party. :] One of the workers actually asked if it was a birthday party. LOL. Anyways, I'm back home now. And I'm going to see Logan on Monday and Im going to Sarah's house on Saturday. So I'm okay right now, still a little bit sad, but im okay.

Welllll I think I'm all done here so I hope you guys are happy im back. If not, i don't really care :]

peace and sunshine,
M@l!!@ M@$$@Cr3