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ok!! so like the twilight release party was last night..or yesterday morning..it was UH-MAH-ZING!! im watching the movie (for the second time since i got it) as i write this blog right now. It's almost over though xP lolz her prom outfit is adorable..converse..cast..blue dress, leggings..its nice [: anyways last night there was trivia, a costume contest (i went as edward, and i was the only edward there) and we had lots of fun. I can't wait till the next movie comes out!! Anywhore, thanks for commenting, and stalking me, and what not!! Peace Out!!

Can't Keep Up

I know i take long periods of time between posts..but then you never know when you get to hear more about my wonderful...life..yeah. Anyways..not much has happened recently...uhh...on friday i have a Twilight movie release party to go to. I'm going with my friend Darion...then if i can manage to find something else to do this weekend, I'll let you know. Tonight I'm going to church in loganville to see my wonderfull Boyfriend, Today is our 1 month anniversary so I'm super excited. I also get to see a bunch of people i haven't seen in a while because I've been out of town alot the last few weeks. so..yayyyy ^.^
ok i think im dun...
kkthnxbaii

Survey...as promised

What would you do if the door bell rang and it was Lil' Wayne?
Scream and slam the door shut



How old is the last person you kissed?
14




Who was the last person you kissed?
nunya business



Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yeah kinda



What are you listening to right now?
Fall Out Boy - American Suithearts


What was the last thing you purchased?
idr


Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with the letter C?
nope



Are you looking forward to anything?
yeah :]





Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no



Has anyone said they loved you today?
no



Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you had a conversation with?
Logan


How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
ehh..depends


Have you ever sung to anyone?
haha sure


Do you usually have weird dreams?
sometimes lolz
I was at hogwarts once :D



Where did you get the shirt that you are wearing?
walmart lol



Does your family own a business?
no


Is a best friend/boyfriend/girlfriend/ex pissing you off at the moment?
no




Did you have a good birthday this year?
boring -_-




When are you going on vacation next?
idk spring break?





Where do you want to live when you're older?
New York City :]



Ever found a dollar bill in a random place?
nah


Do you remember Furbies?
HAHA YES!!





What is something that you'd like to have right now?
food -_- i haven't eaten since like 10



Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
i dont care what you think...
as long as its about me
:]



Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
yeah.
but my parents would shoot me



What do you carry with you at all times?
phone


When was the last time you were told you were cute by a boy?
idr



What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
just friends -_-


Would you ever become a vegetarian?
I was one for a while
and im thinking about doing it again :/




Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
haha no



Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
my room



If you could go back in time, would you?
maybe




What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
sweat pants


Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom


If you could move somewhere else, would you?
maybe somewhere else in GA but not to another state



When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Last week


Can you live a day without TV?
yes


Are you happy?
yeah

My Darkest Hour

Hello unfaithful readers!! :] So today i woke up, did school work, ate a grilled cheese sandwhich, then did more schoolwork. It wasn't a very eventful day :] I was supposed to be going skating with my boyfriend tonight.. but no -_- crushed plans....again. Yeah it sucks. So now I'm going to the movies with my family...oh joy. No, unlike other teenagers i actually enjoy being with my parents. Yeah they can be embarassing at times but i still love them. I need to straighten my hair and get actual clothes on. I've been in my PJ's all day :] I'm currently listening to SKSK (scary kids scaring kids) thats why i have that title, My darkest hour is my favorite song by them. :] I'm listening to it, while watching Law and Order xD be jealous, and now my friend Darion has called me and im on the phone with her while writting this :] and now i lost service and the call was dropped. GO TMOBILE!! She's asking me to come over. So while we figure out details you get to read my boring blog!! YAY!! No jk. She hung up to go talk to her mom. She's calling me back in a few minutes so until then i shall type. On thursday i have a singing lesson and i still dont have a song prepared, i was thinking about doing I write Sins, by Panic at the disco. I miss the old Panic. I mean their new songs are good and what not, but i miss the eyeliner, the circus theme, the hottness. I went to the show last november, not all that amazing. I mean of course Brendon and Ryan were beautiful but I was looking forward to seeing the circus thing, but of course they don't do that anymore because they're "mature" haha yeah right. But in April I'm going to the Believers Never Die part Duex show. So thats exciting. I'm absolutely in love with Fall Out Boy's new Song "American Suithearts" Actually, i think I'll listen to it right now!! BRB!....*your waiting*....BACK!! *sings* "LETS HEAR IT FOR AMERICAN SWEETHEARTS!!" *end singing* lol yeah, anyways. Darion still hasn't called back...and i don't really have much more to talk about. -sigh- uhh yeah thats my boring life for ya!! :] I think i might do a Myspace survey and post it on here :D yeah..thats what I'll doo!!! YOU JUST WAIT READERS!! IT'LL BE THE NEXT POST!! BUH BYE!!

-_- yeah..

I just love how I have followers but no comments. Just saying. Anyways i need to broadcast my blog more if i want more readers i guess, not that i really want people reading my business..lol. Anyways This weekend was eventful i guess, I went to my friends house on friday, we went to her sister's Winter gaurd performance. (Winter gaurd is like dance but with flags and stuff) I saw my music teacher from elementry school (He's the winter gaurd "coach" now) and when i saw him the first thing he did was look at me and go "Oh My God." But more in a "I can't believe it's you i want to run away" kind of voice. LOL. But weird thing is, when i left 5th grade to be homeschooled i gave him and my 5th grade teacher my Demo. And MR.H (music teacher) Still has it!! LOL!! kind of creepy though. LOLZ!! He barely remembered my friends but he was all like "makayla right" which was pretty good memory since i haven't seen him in 3-4 years, and even then I only saw him like 2 days a week + chorus in 4th and 5th grade. :] So that was fun. On sunday we went to the mall and counted all the hot guys we passed (12) lol one of them kept looking at me...awkward. HAHA. anyways. So we get home and watch harry potter and i don't end up coming home till 10:30pm lolz long story. Anyways now its 4am and I'm not really all that tired but i know if i dont go to sleep now i'll be dead tomorrow, so goodnight all you wonderful (not) readers. BUH BYE!

IM BACK!! WOOHOO

Hello not so faithful readers [:
Sorry I haven't posted in a while life has just been way crazy lately.
So this will probably be a pretty long post. Your welcome.
woot so lets begin starting from that night at sparkles that i talked about febuary 16th [:
Logan couldnt go. he was sick :[
So i went with Noelle and Daniel. it was fun, we played skate tag ( i won ) I met up with my friend Jesse and we hung out. I got three hot guys numbers. I saw my old babysitter :] and we talked for a few minutes. Then i had to go home :[ So that wednesday i decided i wanted to go to church, and not just because i wanted to see logan. :] maybe... anywhore, So i went to Noelle's house wednesday afternoon and then there ended up being tornadoes so i spent my night in a hallway covering myself with a pillow, drinking coke, and sitting in a laundry basket. Because im just cool like that. Needless to say, we didnt go to church. That night we were sitting in Noelle's room and she brought up Logan. Here's how it went down:

Noelle: So why did you say no when Logan asked you out?
Me: I know you like him, and i don't want to hurt you by dating him.
Noelle: so you like him?
Me:well..kind of, but I'm not going to do that to you.
Noelle: Oh shutup and go out with him.
Me: but i dont wanna like betray you or whatever.
Noelle: ask him out
Me: ok i'll do it tomorrow
Noelle: *sigh*
so then she grabs her phone and calls someone
Me: who are you calling?
Noelle: -Silence-
Me: Noelle who are you calling?!?
Noelle(on the phone): Hey Logan...You and malia are going out now.
Me: NOELLE I HATE YOU!!
Logan: What?
Noelle: You and Malia are dating
Logan: Seriously?
Noelle: Yeah she was going to ask you out tomorrow but i think thats to long to wait.
Logan: *yelling* OH MY GOD!!
Noelle: lol
Me: he's such a girl
Noelle: Logan ur a girl
Me: SHUT UP!
Logan: let me talk to malia.
*noelle hands me the phone*
Logan: is she serious
Me: yeah...
Logan: sweet.
Me: mmhm

so then we talked for about an hour then he had to go. :/

The next day i talked my dad into letting me stay again so i could go to the movies with Noelle, Her Boyfriend, Logan, bri, and joel! But then Logan got in trouble and he couldnt go then my mom called and said that i had to go home NOW! so i went to the theatre with the group and watched half the movie until my dad finally showed up and i left. We had to go to Kentucky because my gpa wasnt doing so well. So we get there and he's sick. We come home. We go back up, and come home with my mom this time (she had been staying up there this whole time) and then we get a call on wednesday while watching American Idol. My Gpa has taken a turn for the worst. So we go back. He gets better, me and my dad come home (mom stays again) then We go BACK AGAIN! and then we're there for about 4 days and he's gotten really sick now. So most the family is in the hospital room talking to him, even though he couldn't respond we knew he could here us. My mom and My aunt start singing to him, I'm reading in the corner, and then i hear everyone start to cry really hard. I look up to find, he's starting to go. and i mean...GO. Thats when i started crying (I'm actually tearing up just writing this right now) It was so sad to watch. Everyone broke down. The next Day, my sister came to Kentucky (She's in the army and she lives in colorado at the moment.) The viewing was on tuesday. Lots of crying there too. My mom and Aunt were going to order flowers for the occasion, they got balloons intstead [: Then on Wednesday my cousin Jimmy flew out from Washington for the actual funeral. When we got there Leis were being handed out, i had no clue why. It was a beautiful service, filled with tears, music from my grandma (who died when i was like 6) and bean-o. HAHA family joke. Before my gpa died he told them to throw him a party, so we had Leis and balloons. After we had the funeral everyone let a balloon go and we watched them float away into the sky. It was beautiful. Then we all went to go eat at the Country Club (it was my gpa's favorite place to eat.) And i have a wierd family so everyone was laughing and everyone was happy. We threw a party. :] One of the workers actually asked if it was a birthday party. LOL. Anyways, I'm back home now. And I'm going to see Logan on Monday and Im going to Sarah's house on Saturday. So I'm okay right now, still a little bit sad, but im okay.

Welllll I think I'm all done here so I hope you guys are happy im back. If not, i don't really care :]

peace and sunshine,
M@l!!@ M@$$@Cr3